
Amy, Julie and I. Us three were best friends during college. Running is what brought us together. We all ran cross country and track at Purdue University.
One year ago today, Julie was killed in a
car crash. I'm still so angry about it. I'm angry about so many things. She was killed three months before her wedding to Michael. Her friend Jessica was also killed in the crash. Their partners, Jessica's husband, and Julie's fiance Michael survived the crash. I talked to Michael at the wake. He was so sweet and comforting in spite of being at the love of his life's wake. Michael died a month later from a blood clot that traveled to his heart, probably from the crash. Maybe he died of a broken heart. They were both so young. It still is so hard to believe. They are gone, just like that. Because someone was driving too fast on a snowy morning, they had to pay for it with their lives. Just like that, and the world will never be the same.
Julie has a twin sister, Jackie. Her strength amazes me. She just gave birth to a new baby a few days ago. That sweet child will never know his aunt Julie. I know Jackie will remind him of how incredible she was. Julie had an incredible attitude. She was so positive and fun to be around. She was brilliant...I mean, really, the woman aced everything without even needing to study that hard. She was very generous and had the most incredible sense of humor, ever. She was such a good friend. So loyal. She ALWAYS had my back. We were each other's wing men. She was a phenomenal runner. She was. It's so weird to say that about her. She was.
It's not fair. I don't get it. How do bad people get to live, and the good people die? There is nothing to get. That is life, I know, but it hurts and makes me angry.
To Julie. I miss you.




